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I am sick.

Relaxed i am not.

And in the mood i am not.

Has there ever been a time when you feel like you wanna leave everything behind and go somewhere and start anew?

Or just don't bother about what happening and letting people just go with their own ways?

I know that people are obliged to their own way of thinking but what if you know you can never click with them?

Would you let yourself out the cowardly way;out the back door or be a person of courage and asked to be excused? Would you feigned boredom just to make them notice the very fact that you're bored with all this ? Or would you just continue with all of this as if you're thoroughly enjoying the ride though it's bumpy?

I don't know what i really want right now. So many things are going through my brains. We have had bookings for next year's hot date 080808. We're so busy with so many things to do,so many clients calls to entertain. Yet some times it's hard making other people understand what we're going through.

I told hubby that orang selalu tahu cakap aje. They have never been thru what we've been through thus they don't know. I learn to not be biase this few months and am learning acceptance. I believe the most peaceful of person in the world is someone who accepts others rather than just pointing out their mistakes. I am still learning that. I am learning to keep my mouth shut tho at most times I can't. That is something i am still learning to do .

Food wise, i have not been eating well these few days. The sore throat, the runny nose hinders me from enjoying my meals.

Hubby just bought a new pair of specs. I think he deserves it, after pampering me for the last few years he deserves something new. It's like one of those Oakley models and far cheaper. He looks nice in them. Iam glad he likes them.

There are projects to be due this week. Fidzah wedding vid is to be due next week,whereas Ain's is due tomorrow. The chinese temple vid is due this Sunday. And this weekend, we have a Chinese wedding on Saturday and a Malay wedding the day after. So yeah packed this week we are.Next week is a time for holiday. Insyallah, we're going somewhere to pamper ourselves. It's been a hectic 8 months.

I'm not sure what i'm supposed to be blogging abt. I feel super tired and just wanna sleep.

Cheerios !